Stay strong. If your family doesn't accept you for who you are right away, people change. You might feel loved by no one, but we are a huge LGBT community who loves and accepts with open arms, including you! This is a little cheesy, but in my experience, things get better. They really do. I know learning to love yourself for who are are can be very hard, especially if the world tells you you aren't valid, or you don't even exist, but you can only trust you to identify yourself, in any case, things get better, keep your head high, and stay strong.